I was not posting about my personal life on here because I thought I could hurt someone's feelings, but I miss this outlet and he's probably not reading it anymore so here's what you missed! (if there is even a 'you' out there haha)
April 21, 2008
so in typical fashion Ryan decided 5 days ago that he will never love another woman and he wants to get back together and move to London for me- so what do you think honey?Holy Bombshell Batman. This is in between telling me about the girl he is seeing but since tuesday has refused to kiss because he came to this conclusion. And that he is telling his friends it is basically a definite that he is moving to London- what if thats not what I want?! Not to mention we haven't talked for the last month really! Men sometimes. They confuse me. I do miss him, but I am having a pretty good and important time figuring my life out independent of relationships. Sure I'm dating too- some guy that I see once a week and sends me an occasional text asking if I got home ok and how my week has been. Not emotional bombshell man who can't talk to me on the phone without crying. I just don't know how to handle this. We have so much to sort out first before we even decide if we could get back together much less- ok hon I'm moving to London in October- k? wanna sort out a place for us to live?That is oh so much stress. What if he moves here and it doesn't work?! Scarily I was moving more more towards the idea that he wasn't the right guy for me..... so confused.
whew- ok I feel a little better. Just needed to vent a bit so I stand a chance of sleeping!
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